When all is said and done, every day as the sun sinks below the horizon, we all face our shadows alone, and we only have ourselves to answer to and for....
....Have you ever awoken after being battered by restless sleep - hot lonely tears rising up to meet a new dawn?
And although everything in your world remains exactly the way you carefully left it before you drifted off to venture across the dream plains, something has changed....
....You are not entirely certain about what it is, but you can feel it....because splintered shards of a broken heart have delivered this information to you with a hollow echoing thud like irreversible poetic justice imprinted upon white paper....was this triggering only from a stupid senseless dream, or was it clarity on your existence, or someone else's existence?
My sadness is fuelling the flames I'm burning in! The heat of injustice engraving my soul...A reminder of all the times I crawled out of the smouldering ashes...For what???
It made no difference at all!
Resilience, tenacity and hope
count for nothing! Get you nowhere!
To keep the Faith feels like yet
another illusion of deepest wish fulfilment never being granted.
Today I am questioning everything about Life and Love,
Patience and Betrayal, And the rules on who gets dealt what challenges and blessings?
Did I ever really fit into any plan?
Was I ever even a 'thought' in the bigger scheme?
I no longer know who to address my prayers to...
My mind and body cannot withstand another ‘Return to Sender'!
Reality or Perception?
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