How harshly do you judge yourself for not being 'okay'?
...For struggling to find a reason to get through another day?
...For trying to remember what you're fighting for?
...What happens when you can no longer feel the rhythm of your own heartbeat...Or find the rhyme that once made you smile...Or you stop hearing the music of life...
Do you crucify yourself with guilt, and call it 'living a lie'...Or do you show compassion, and convince yourself that you're doing the very best you can with integrity...That it's not your fault...
Or do you pretend that tomorrow it will all be different...That justice will win...That your hard work will pay off...That others perception of you will be based on the truth of who you are, and not what they choose to believe...Or that just maybe there will be that one person who really does SEE You...Who loves you because of your scars and complexities...And will actually stay for the right reasons, especiallywhen emotional tides become tumultuous...When you feel so alone...
I think...At this point...When you're so tired of Life...It doesn't even matter anymore...
...Truth or lies...Guilt or innocence...Justice or injustice...Dreams or reality...Love or hate...So what?
The melody of existence, and humanity doesn't give a shit!
When somebody is continually expected to 'carry on' because she smiles and 'seems' strong...
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